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Tuesday, August 29, 2006


How fast can you grow in two days? Lol..

I grew heaps and bounds. These two days has been slack and equally shocking. Did a little interaction and bonding here and there which brought me to the greater realisation of some truth.. and how innocent i was.. hahaa.

Next, a lesson of honesty to be learnt. When you get into trouble, don't try to cover it up. Your sins will still leak out very slowly and creepily without you even realising. And by the time you realise that your lies ain't going to cover your deeds, it may be too late to show that you didn't really mean it..

BUT. There's always a but. Lol. There are leeways in this world called compassion and forgiveness. You prepare yourself for the worst case scenario when the person will slam the door on you and the least u have to do is to open your purse, look at most of your notes fly away..

To your amazement, it didn't happen. The woman you imagined as a bitch did not scream at you. She gave you a really warm smile, said it's okay, small matter, you really don't have to do anything about it. COOL? I loved the ending.

How does it feel to have your girlfriends telling you that you have gained some weight? It really really does not feel good. Imagine, those friends that have been seeing you everyday says you're fat?! THen you have really gained a lot of weight. Cos one is not supposed to see much of a drastic change since they see you everyday..

Oh my god.. I'm desperate for a diet.............

But but but.. All the cheese and meat and carbo and brownies and cakes and burgers and....are so tempting.

The school is going to make us turn into fat asses with all the food they have been feeding us with these few days. Not that i'm complaining... =D. It's good that they provide us with food. But it's bad that i lack the self control to stop eating... damn.



rantings.