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Sunday, October 08, 2006


i'm bloody pissed. i try to be nice and inform one of my girlfriends about the world map and it's monsoons and the belts, she bloody damn didnt show any form of appreciation for it. for she cut me off with a i get it, bye when i repeated umpteen times that our teacher gave us the map to familarize with everything but the question will rarely appear. and she can still go on her i-know-it-all ways and say it's impossible that the examiners will give us a question that requires us to identify the belts in the world. WHICH WORD IN MY SENTENCE DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND, MY GIRL? IS IT FAMILARIZE OR RARELY? DO YOU NEED ME TO GO TO DICTIONARY .COM AND GIVE YOU ALL THE DAMN MEANINGS FOR THESE WORDS? MAYBE YOU WILL UNDERSTAND MY MEANING BETTER.

and then while i'm really trying very hard to digest the freaking monsoons and which way it goes and how it get named northeast and northwest and figuring if i should just memorise hard core with all that confusing names, my brother and maid just adds to my irritation. one keeps coughing and pushing my chair. some occasional strokes on my hair when he gets tired. how i wish i can just slam him on the floor and let him understand i don't like him stroking my hair and give that bloody whistle like he had done nothing wrong. oh, no. i don't think he needs that understanding cos it's obvious he's doing it to make me irritated. and the more angry i become, the louder he whistles. god damn it. you will die with such a ten-year-old brother.

the other vacuums the floor just right next to me. and trust me that deafening vacuum cleaner with it's stench is driving me nuts. i seriously think it's time for my parents to bid farewell to it when they last see in the garbage chute or something. and my maid's like opening a concert every single day. it's not that it's very awful, and that i'm some evil bitch trying to deprive her of her only consolation for being alone out of her hometown, but you know these singings often distract you till you can't actually get anything into your mind. and when you cant, you get really frustrated and forget about all the pity and the saint things you have to do to understand her.

and then my parents come home, trying to do a little interaction with her ten year old son, theatening to cane him if he doesnt get things done. very often than not, i'm involved. cos her threat that gets so boring is, '' zijun ah, can you get the cane for me?'' it's empties cries but her shrieks are doing alot to distract me...

okay i'm done. with everything out, maybe i can achieve more as soon as i close this page and go back to my work.

note. this is just me venting my frustrations. no offence to anyone. and i can be very crude at times when i'm irritated though i'm not very sure if this is the time... but anyway, anything i curse here, i dont mean it. it's just cos i'm angry. i'm just a stressed up 16 year old teen trying to relieve some stress...



rantings.
Saturday, October 07, 2006


just spent the whole day watching prison break. let me tell you how good wentworth miller is.

oh my god. he is so dammmmnnn cute. everyone out there should catch prison break. even those who may not even understand a word of the fanstatic plot.. it's that good.

let me start on wentworth miller. he graduated from princeton university with a degree in english literature. and he's half black, his father contributing to that fact, which he totally don't look like one.. not that i'm racist. but anyway. in the show, he always looks like he has different coloured eyes. green on the left, blue on the right. however, under the sun, both his eyes are green. No matter what colour his eyes are, it doesn't change the fact that he is absolutely charming. And, i seriously think that he made the jail uniform look so good. awwww.

okay i sound a little insane, but i didn't do the research. haha. my cousin, who is equally as crazy did it.

anyway for those watching the one on channel five, have fun getting stuck mid air after watching next week's and the week's after episode...

i feel so fortunate that i have the dvd. lolllll.



rantings.
Friday, October 06, 2006


you know what, i seriously believe that the singapore government should start ensuring that all the drains in singapore is well covered. singapore is just a small red dot on the red map, i'm sure it won't be very tough for them to monitor that is it?

i mean,some humans subject did mention that during times of flooding, the streets are flooded and people have to walk around in ankle deep water . As a result, people trip over the many uncovered drains on the streets and die. thereofore, it would had saved many lives if the drains were covered.

which inconsiderate and lazy ass left the drain uncovered anyway?

if only cursing works. i think this person would have been cursed to death by me, especially when i'm bathing. lol. and that guy who indirectly caused my fall too.. he just made matters worse by lying that he knew my l1r5 results this morning... stupid dog. lol.

ouch.

anyway, something joyous apart the damn fall - i got 12 for my l1r5 for prelims. muahaha. not that i very happy, but sastisfied.



rantings.