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Wednesday, March 07, 2007


"When life comes rushing at you from out of the darkness
Who would you choose to face it with
Will it be someone you trust
Will there be lies
And will their love for you help them to guide you to the light
Or will they lose their way in the darkness

Will they make noble choices
Or will that person be someone untested
Someone new

Life comes rushing at you from out of the darkness
When it does
Is there someone in your life you can count on
Someone who will watch over you
When you stumble and fallAnd in that moment
Give you the strength to face ur fears
Alone"

i saw this paragraphs of words on someone's blog and kind of got inspired to update my full of cobwebs blog.. lol.

pretty inspiring words...

if in this specific situation, when life goes the right way for your best friend, it goes the wrong way for yours, what will you do. will you encourage her to go for it in the midst of ruining your own life and happiness. or will you give her advice that are actually in favour to you..

that's selfishness. but it's in human's nature isn't it?

when things goes very extremely wrong in your life, who is there to comfort you? i guess everyone has to face the cruel fact that you have no one. take o level results for an example. when you are crying very miserably for the results that you didn't attain, where are your friends? those friends that are supposedly the one who have went through thick and thin for the past years with you.. they stand there with a very sympathetic face for a few seconds.. but you don't expect anything more. cos the very next moment, you will see yourself alone in the middle of the hall staring at how exhilarated your friends are announcing their results to the whole world screaming bout how unexpected it was. you dont expect any of them to spend their celebration for the rest of the day watching you cry and rattle on bout how disappointed you are bout your results.. then there are those friends that scored as bad or even worse off than you. in this case, don't expect more. cos they will be more obsessed with their sadness to care bout anything... you are all alone...

when yopu have a whole lot of unhappiness to rant about, you decide to talk your friend. and so what's the point? she mumbles a few sentences, shedding a few crocodile tears, runs off to enjoy her fabulous life. who will stop for you? no one.

you are the only one experiencing it. the only one who feels it. the only one who understands whatever it is to go through that.

i have learnt to expect no one and cope it yourself. cos no one will stop for you..



rantings.