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Thursday, April 29, 2010


YOU'RE NOT BLOGGING MY DEAR! HAHA

today marks our third paper - cs! haha, tml is dear's last paper. can you feel the excitement already? haha. was way better than i thought it would be, given that cs is simply a subject which you read and nothing goes in. maybe, i really wasted the s/u option.

my dad sent me to school today, went to malaysia to pump petrol, then jp to hang around. only realised it afterwards, cos i presumed when he said he could, it didnt mean waiting around, doing nothing. it's almost as if, when i have exams, he does too. quite touched actually, but i guess the nice effective communication i have with dear jus doesnt work with parents. its the 19 years of barrier i guess.

had exams at the sports and recreation centre, a venue where we had two of our exams for last sem. quite a nice de javu feeling outside actually, like its amazing how the last time i was at this place, dear's not my dear. furthermore, we were completely unlike a couple today just like normal friends waiting for the exam to start, and then saying bye, parting ways after the exam. just made the de ja vu feeling even stronger. haha. and i still remember the time we finished our last paper, i was feeling rather sian. i even constantly turned behind to see if i could see you guys catching up or something. cos, normally, after our papers, both our cliques will gather outside the exam hall, and chat a little about the exams. but not for our last paper! jenard didn't wait for you guys, and i couldnt possibly have said, eh wait for a while more, cos i want to see you. haha. so it was a little depressing since that was the last day of school, and i didn't get to see you for one last time. lol. and then there was a glimmer of hope that i could bump into you at the 179 bus stop, but jenard had to go to the toilet. i was thinking ahh shucks damn... haha.



rantings.